HAHH.ive been abandoning blogger ever since i got livejournal.but i shall be nice and update today.mm.holidays are boring and i dont know what to do.i need easy money.lalas.
ohhh haha check out this link haha.

http://www.jeffiscool.com/numanuma.html

i went for mass today okay!i got drenched in the rain too.i was freezingg.went to tampines!we bought tics for monster in law but ended up sneaking into amityville horror.the so not scary part scared me.what the hell.like when the guy was chopping wood.it aint supp to be scary but it freaked me.alrights im weird.uhmm took a bus home after that.im nicee so i took 10 even though it doesnt go to my house.i had to change bus!
ive been rotting here every since i reached home.no mood to play with pepper.i pity her. bleghh. its alrights i shall make it up.im a nice owner.lala.
im super hungry.holidays suck.i need food.
i need MONEY.
i need to SHOP.
ERMMM.what should i doooooooooooo

ON THE OUTSIDE
1. Name: dawn
2. Birth date: 1st august 1990
3. Current Location:home dying.
4. Eye Color: black
5. hair Color: supposedly black but its red now
6. Righty or Lefty: righty.
7. Zodiac Sign: horse.
8. Horoscope: leo
9. shoes you wear today:- track shoes when i went for track
10. 3 things u did today:- talk to you,went for trng,ate super alot
11. Your fears:many many
12. Your perfect pizza:- hawaiian
13. Your most overused phrase:- what the hell
14. Your thoughts first waking up:- i want to sleep
15. Your best physical feature:- none?
16. Your bedtime? 9pm im guai.
17. Your most missed memories:- manymany too
18. Pepsi or Coke:- coke
19. McDonald's or Burger King:- macs. hotcakes!
20. single or group dates:- single
21. adidas or Nike:- adidas
22. Lipton Tea or Nestea:- err alright with both
23. Chocolate or vanilla:- CHOCOLATE
24. cappuccino or coffee:- i need both to survive
25. Smoke:- nope
26. Take showers:- no i dont.come smell me.
27. Have a crush:- err i think so
29. Get motion sickness:- nope
30. Think you're a health freak:- nope
31. Get along with your parents:- yup i love mom.
32. Like thunderstorms:- no.noisy and eiky.yucks
33. Play an instrument?- recorder counted?
34. Drank alcohol:- yup
35. Gone to the mall:- yup
36. Been on stage:- uh huh
37. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: a pack without the white part.ee
38. Eaten sushi:- yup
39. Gone skating:- skating rocks please
40. Dyed your hair:- yup
41. Been trashed or extremely toxicated?- by a monster.
42. Changed who you were to fit in:- i wanna grow up
43. Age you hope to be married:- 27
44. Children:- 4 ahha.man this is crazy
45.Describe your dream wedding: at the beachh.((:
46. How do you want to die:- PEACEFULLY
47. What do you want to be when you grow up:- i wanna be a TAITAI and shake legs and play majong everyday.(:

nuts about you.

oh man rocks!im going to rena's house like noww!no after shitting!
sleeping over tonight(: im gonna kick her off the bed.
havent slept over for super duper long time.oh and crew night's tmr but doubt i'll have a cheque!
havent worked since exams.im damn hyper now.i wanna go back and work soon.skatesports fun.

i cant make it go away.

art was screwed todayy.haha i painted like shiat lahh.we're going fishing later at night(: i cant fish. i dont wanna get my rod hooked on to the person beside me again =D
i've got to go home early tmr or my mom will rip me in pieces.nah lah.she's sick,so yepp gonna look after her!-coughs.

pepperrr.
pepperr.
pepper.

;get away from me
sometimes you cant make it on your own.







either come or go
please dont hang danggling there out of nowhere.

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide it
and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true loveI knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings showwhen he stares at me you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing meand when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument we apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughedit felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that he loves me cause he told me soI know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trustsand he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his sou
li'm so happy so happy that you're in my lifeand baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me showed me the true meaning of love
and i know he loves meI know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obviousI know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul
He looks at me and his brown eyes tell his soul.

Were the best of friends
And we share our secrets S
he knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed
As I lie awake in my bedA voice here inside my head
Softly saysWhy don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell herWhy don't you let her see
The feelings that you hideCuz she'll never know If you never show
The way u feel insideOh im so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we Could cross the line
And everytime she's nearI wanna never let her go Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know If you never show
The way u feel insideWhat would she sayI wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stayIt hurts me to waitI keep asking myself
Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know If you never show
The way u feel insideWhy don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never knowIf you never show
The way you feel inside...
why sam keep sending me nice songs!it gets me thinking.

i open my eyes
i try to see but im blinded by the white light
i cant rmb how
i cant rmb why im lying here tonight
and i cant stand the pain
and i cant make it go away
no i cant stand the pain
how cld this happen to me
ive made my mistakes
ive got no where to run
the night goes on
as im fading away
im sick of this life
i jst wanna scream
how cld this happen to me
everybodys screaming
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
im slipping off the edge
im hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again
so i try to hold onto a time when nth mattered
and i cant explain what happened
and i cant erase the things ive done
no i cant.

cool.now i believe in miracles.
lala man it's so late now and im sleepy.tell me how am i gonna finish bio and chinese mans.TELL ME TELL ME.
uhh.hahha fun with dinie todayyy!hhaha snap snap snap!we sat on the road taking photos and the damn car HONKED.nehneh.
dinner thingy tmr.
maybe my heart's not in it for real.
after bio and chinese,e geo and art and then no moreee.-squeals.
but for now im screwed.):
im happy for you.
im gonna get up early tmr!if i can?I HOPEE.someone wake me up(:
i dont know.haha sam makes sense but also maybe not. ALL I KNOW IS THAT SHE JUST LOVES BANGING ME.BOO YOU:( lol.
sam:if i let u win, means im not sam alr la.
okay fineee.
i still lovee my hon-ney.(:haha.
here's ur little boy mom.nahnah.
DAWN WS never fails to make me smile.haha cos oh uhmmhaha.
haha i too tired and im going kuku.nice song on radioo.sad sad one too.oh wells.

HOUSE OF WAX DAMN NICEE:)
MMM.went to ecp to study with manda and rena in the afternoon but we were like playing and playing!haha damn funny.i laughed like mad today till my jaws were aching.=D studied for 1h and den rena and i went to tm to watch HOUSE OF WAX.haha sam joined us too.rocks man.i was screaming like nobody's business!so darn freakyy and sick.stella was supp to come.we were waiting for her and we bought her ticket!but she did not come and we couldnt get her too:(
anyways today's super unproductive.i need to do bio and chinese cos i'll be out on sunday!
-screams.
mmm.im so lazy to do anything now!ohh and im like totally broke!i brought like $20 worth of $1 coins todayy.

felt like uploading this.haha

i wanna change blogskin:( where iss zhenn!
mm,lets see.had chem and lit todayy.lit sucked major okayy.shrugs.i wrote like CRAP luh.
jessica's damn nice!first time a tutor's nicee.=D haha
and yea,i've got tuition at 2.uh huh then jessica's gg to stella's at 4.30 and after stella is rena!
i wanna pass math okayy.pfft.
mmm.okay fine i was supp to go nap before tuition and what am i doing heree!
i wanna go sentosa!damnn.tan tan tann.oh well but im already black and chowtah!
ohh rena! fishinggg heree we come!but i dont know how to fish and i dont have the patience!
the last time i fished the wire thingo from my rod tangled with this guy beside me! im damn dumb. alrights.we'll go fishing and i'll LEARN.

erm erm.there's wedding this sunday!and after wedding dere's dinner.great grandma's dont know 90th birthday?or 90 plus.not sure.yepp so whole day will be wasted and i'll DIE DIE DIE on monday for chinese and bio paper. AHH.god bless man.

you're one in a million.

eat chocolates? HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT THEM.
drink beer? uhhuh.hate barons though!
cry because of jealousy?uhmm maybe if someone steals my mom away!
hate someone right now ?NO!IM NICE KAY=D
dance?no.
get hurt esily? guess so.
have you ever:- thought of killing someone?URGHH YES.last time but i cant remember who!oh no.
love somebody so deeply that you don't mind whenhe/she is hurting you badly?havent loved someone so deeply before?
hated someone ?dislikedturned someone down? yea. sorry
late for school? duh.
think of the one you love till u lose yourself?mm grins.
did you:- go out today?for lunch.
scream at someone today?yes.mom.OPPS.
hugged someone today? nahh.
smiled at someone?nah.smiled at the com thoughx)
buy something? dounut
if the one u love leaves you will you cry? who wouldnt lah.gonggong.
if your best fren lied to you..will you forgive?yepp!whats done is done so dont look back luh!
will you give the one you love to someone else?depends.but maybe not.orr maybee err.dont know!
feeling bored now?YES AND SICK MAN

i hate exammmms!
all the fishes are deadd already! :( that's fast.saw the last one struggle to death todayy.took it like 3 hrs to die!it died a painful and miserable death kayy.it was struggling in a twirly swirly whirly way.and mom put a panadol in?she said it would help it feel better?i dont know but cousin tried it before and it worked?so i did and it was better for 1hr plus and then it started struggling again!
oh wells.

im damn sleepy noww.yesterday was fun!went to 'study' with rena and nadia.watched creep with rena at tampines.haha!nicee but i was grabbing rena's arm hard.then she went for hockey and i met dinie and wifee.sat at starbucks den went home to get money den went window shopping at town with dinie!FUNNN. we sat beside this damn CUTE guy at the busstop.there's was this super nice smell coming from him.long tangled hair and black nice toe nails.oh and he was drinking pepsi.oh whatever.

yesterday love was such an easy game to play.
i need a place to hide away.
for i believe in yesterday.
why she had to go, i dont know she wouldnt say
i said, smth wrong noww i long for yesterday.